I’m in need of help…

So I’ve been capping big butts since before I knew about this site and all was fine because nobody suspected me. But now things are different. I grew much more than before so I stick out. I’m 20 and have time to change and I want to. Badly. It’s just the temptation is SOO strong to snap beautiful women. But at the same time, the legal aspect of it all is not the path I want to go.

I was at Walmart earlier and I was capping away, in complete AWE at all the women there. Some dressed questionably and others just casual. Anyway as I was capping… the universe gave me MULTIPLE warnings. Over and over again. And I ignored them all… silly me for sure. Later on, I seen more employees than usual… and a Sheriff. They asked me to leave but talked to me first. I’ve never really been in trouble (police wise). So I was a lil nervous but I knew what I was doing so there was no need to play dumb… but they said there was a complaint from a lady. All in all. I need to change ASAP and I need help/guidance or advice.

I’ve thought about deleting all of this but it’s heartbreaking thinking about it fr… I’ve almost deleted it MONTHS ago but a crazy thick woman walked right in front of me and I capped… starting it again.

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Prayer,
my brother one step at a time. This is betw een you and Him, the Big Guy upstairs. This is the Way

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The universe gave u multiple warnings and went on? That’s the issue right there, know when it’s enough and get out. Walmart and target you have to be really careful. Just don’t be reckless and you will be fine.

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I’ve gotten so lost in this sauce that I haven’t even noticed the signs when they were displayed. Until after, I be like damn… smh

But you are correct, I’ll take this with me as I learn and grow

I ask for forgiveness a lot and I feel bad for doing it so much sometimes… but I feel like I’m locked in with God for real, I just have to continue speaking with God and ask for assistance with my battles, I believe. But I really appreciate y’all fr

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Like any addiction man, its always one day at a time. At least thats what most will tell you. Me being realistic, and something ive realized dealing with my own vices, is that theres always levels to everything. Anything in moderation is okay, so long as you set boundaries. My advice to you would be to accept your gift for capping, and learn not to hate or feel ashamed of it, but maybe still from time to time give yourself a cheat day. It always works better weening off than quitting cold turkey imo. Anyways, hope this helps. If all else fails, just remember, we’re all just floating on a rock travelling at light speed inside an inifinite universe lol.

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The times i got kicked out/trespassed i had multiple warnings from the universe aswell even once i had a thought before even walking in that something was gonna happen and sure enough it did im 20 aswell i say upload all your vids to storage and take a lil break dont go out your way to cap only if you want to after seeing an easy opportunity.The worst thing karma wise is the paranoia you following and capping a woman could induce so always try to be wary and not illicit that feeling.Otherwise youre just a degenerate monkey and not a horrible human

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No need for deleting anything, just need to be more careful and not try to be so obvious capturing asses. Like the saying there’s more than one fish in the sea. There’s always going to be asses to cap, but just be more aware of your surroundings. I been capping for for like 18yrs now

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Just have to go with your gut and always be on alert with a nonchalant presence. Don’t dress sus, but don’t stand out either. Avoid cams, employees, the same shoppers who’ve seen you already, etc.

If you’re getting stopped by 5-0, I’m sorry dog you’ve been burned. Stay away from Wally. Tgt and Wally are catching on and the game already has enough attention

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I’ll recommend you to stop looking at it like it has control over you, don’t be fooled into victimizing yourself from doing it, what it does is that every time you get paranoid or busted then you go into that mindset of “poor me, I’m a victim of my own actions” which is not being accountable, knowing the risks brings you back to reality and makes your more wary. Also, don’t delete your stuff, It’ll be worse when you regret it later, if you want just hide it in some deep folder and forget about it for some time. If you need a rest, take a few days or weeks or you can just slow down your activity, just cap the very best, the elite stuff, don’t just do it out of habit.

Just embrace it and accept you enjoy it and stop capping when you decide it’s time, I know this hobby takes a mental toll in most of us and leaving it behind might be one of your best decisions. If you want to stop then slowly remove yourself out of it, and everything involving it, that includes going online and looking for candids, the forums, etc. practice going out without the intent of capping or doing it at a minimum is a good start. Just don’t try going cold turkey.

Lastly, do yourself a favor and be safe out there, know when to stop the hunt. Always ask yourself if a few more seconds of capping is worth potentially getting your life ruined from getting caught. Never get overconfident and take a rest if your peace of mind gets affected.

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Thanks for your views and opinions, I’m feeling more confident about it all now since deciding to change. I like the weening off part. Rather cold turkey

Copy that. I don’t feel bad for myself though, it would make me feel weak/less of a man. But I do get where you are coming from and thank you.

Me being burned means I’m cooked?? Forever?

Real🧏🏼‍♂️

the greatest survival instinct is knowing when to stop

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It’s an addiction like any other and it can be very destructive like many others

I have been practicing self restraint

Telling myself hey the best case scenario I cap this woman, I go home and jack off to her photos a few times, that’s not exactly going to make my life any better in fact I will just be left feeling like more of a chump (I’m single too so it’s not as if this is some exciting outlet in a dull relationship like i suspect it is for a lot of other guys)

But when I see a woman who makes my jaw hit the floor I must admit that I feel almost possessed to stop whatever I’m doing and cap her

Yesterday I saw the sexiest lady ever walking on the sidewalk so I literally pulled into the nearest carpark and ran after her pretending to take a call and managed to cap her.

I guess there is a bit of an adrenaline rush too but it’s something we need to get under control before it ruins our lives

I just don’t really know how

Just keep capping. Stop turning when ur subject turns that is how they know you are filming them. If they move stay still and wait a bit. If ur phone is always aimed at them of course they will freak out